Friday, August 9, 2013

Raya 2013

Tahun ni first time in 5 years dapat berpuasa penuh bulan Ramadhan dengan family dekat rumah Kuantan sebab dah abis study.. hehe Raya kali ni? BESTTTTT~~~ sempat juga la buat lemang dalam 7 batang :) nak buat banyak-banyak nanti, tak habis pulak kan. Sedara yang lain pun ada buat juga so tak nak la buat banyak-banyak, nanti membazir tak de orang makan.

Al maklumlah sehari dua hari raya ni je yang beriya sangat nak makan makanan tradisional nya. Tup-tup dah ajak ke fast food la, mamak la.. kenduri itu, kenduri ini.. hurmm macam-macam. Lagipun makan makanan yang berlemak sangat ni tak bagus jugak kan. kolestrol pun tinggi nanti.. 

So hari raya pertama tu, sempat la ziarah kubur.. then berkumpul sedara mara.. Rasa nya hampir cukup kuota semua sedara balik walapun berjumpa nya sekejap je.. Ye la, banyak tempat nak pergi beraya kan.. And tahun ni, I ada dua orang sepupu perempuan baru lahir. Seorang tu dah dua bulan umur nya, sorang lagi baru 12-13 hari umur nya.. heee~ comel gila! nasib baby lagi, kalau tidak. dah cubit-cubit pipi diaorang tu sampai merah sebab comel sangat hehe :p

Then tengahari tadi pergi ke hospital, atuk masuk hospital sebab ada kencing manis.. dah seminggu kata nya.. tadi baru tahu tadi.. atuk ni, orang yang jaga aku masa kecik dulu sebab parents sibuk berkerja. nenek pun katanya dah pakai wheelchair.. tapi tak sempat jumpa dengan nenek sebab nenek balik ke rumah anak dia sekejap, then petang tu baru ke hospital balik. Hurmm.. sekurang nya aku ada lagi atuk dengan nenek kan.. walaupun we're not related by blood . Tu la.. bila tengok atuk pun menangis tadi.. hurmm.. sebak juga.. =(

Okay la.. hurmm nak post gambar pun errkkk hehe lain kali je la kay :)

Tuesday, July 30, 2013


Hi all, I'm back.. woahhh it's been like what? 2 months ++ since my last post? I'm not dead, just that having enjoying this break to pamper and indulging myself with food, meeting people, spending time with my family, kemas bilik haha my parents bought a new bedroom set for me, so.. yes, I have to re-arrange everything and make few changes to how my bedroom look like.
And oh! I'M A GRADUATE STUDENT ALREADY!!! yeayyy.. havent received my stroll yet because my convocation ceremony is on 25th august. But my status as an active student have changed to graduated student ;)
And my mother's birthday is on 19th august, and me graduating from law school is like, one of the birthday presents I'm giving her ;)
So, I;m back to Kuantan, and will undergo my chambering period here in Kuantan too. I've secure a place and will give the firm a call after/on my convocation day to inform them when I'm going to report myself there. Well, it has been confirmed with the master already, just that, I have to call them again later to confirm the thing. No biggie :)
But staying at home without my late pet rabbit... well it's ... I still cannot forget him. I wont. FOREVER! But I hope I wont be that upset and mourning everything I walk passed his usual spot where his cage was at =(
So I told my parents of my thought of having another pet, hamster maybe? But since we're going on a holiday quite frequently now, and not being at home as often, so... I might just hold that interest for a bit longer..
And yes, I missed my girls! my kepochi girls.. friends that I argued a lot during class, teasing them.. oh how I missed those moments.. But we're still keep in touch though.. Be it through texting, calling, instant messaging.. But not seeing them face to face.. well... hurmm.. I hope we can hangout again soon :)
Okay, Selamat Berpuasa to all my Muslim readers and it's a week away from Eid Fitri so.. any words I said that not so nice to hear.. ehehe, any mistakes I've made, I apologise from the bottom of my heart :)

Saturday, May 11, 2013

The Final..

Friday 10th May 2013, marked the last day of mine in MMU with that final paper. No more classes, tutorial, assignments, exams, assessment with the advisor-advisee thingy, abrar, library, bickering and gossiping with my girls in the class before the lecture start..

Serious rasa sekejap je masa berlalu.. 5 years in MMU have taught me a lot. Be it about life, academic, friendships, hardwork, self-conflicts and so on. It's sad to leave MMU but at the same time I can't wait to leave here as well. Bipolar ke apa aku ni?!

tapi itu la, ingat kan dah habis semua so settle la apa-apa pun. tup tup next month kena la ke MMu balik, nak uruskan few other things with the Faculty, Admin, Finance, ERU untuk benda-benda convo nanti.. Surat la, academic transcript la, checklist la.. hurmm banyak nya nak kena settle.

Pastu ni pun ada benda yang sangat la memeningkan kepala and memberikan tekanan sikit dekat hati; untuk pilih firm nak buat chambering nanti. Yerp, I'm one step away to enter into working life..

Tapi itu I fikir in depth in another 2-3 weeks boleh? Nak pergi bercuti, tenangkan fikiran, spend time with my family.. :)

Yerp that are things in my head that I need to clear or at least allocate them all and put them together in a bit futher side of my left brain. I just lost my rabbit. He passed away a month back. My parents didnt asked me to come back home early because I was having exams that time. But... hurmmm.. itu la.. I havent had any pets since I was in elementary school and Bubble is my first ever rabbit and whinning much to my parents that I wanted to have a pet rabbit. I know rabbit's life is not that long but when it come to this... okay.. I have to stop here before I tear up..

my lock screen wallie atm :)

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

The Meanings Part 2

In the previous entry I included some of the k-pop songs and this time I wanted to share some Japanese songs that has meaningful lyrics to me :)

Arashi - Niji No Kakera
Every time we meet by chance, we have a dream Oh, oh The joy of when we met
Even if we get wet from the rain, we'll search for the starry sky Oh, oh In this world that doesn't end
Wipe your tears and show me your smile Even in sad times, smile
That's right, realize you're not alone, your smile, smile, smile

Kotoko - Amethyst
I sought answers from the amethyst, and flowed my tears
If I had my wish surely, this distorted dream
Will someday change its shape
Like the water from a river at the end of its journey
I blemish my heart with a hundred colours
Covering everything

Toshinobu Kubota - La La La Love Song
Turn, turn, merry-go-round
This melody’s started
And there’s no way it’s stopping now
La la la la la love song
Too much fun to stop, so painful it rendered me pathetic
On a morning like that it was born, my own kind of love song

Ueda Tatsuya - Love In Snow
I wish to send my overwhelming emotions to you
Included in the white snow…
Because the snow that silently falls is the words of someone’s love

Kanjani8 - Oh Enka 
The cherry blossoms bloom, spring is here and live awakens
Every winter will turn to spring; the cherry blossoms sing
The falling cherry blossoms glitter, ephemerally they glitter
This world glitters, too, glitters bittersweetly
No matter how many years I'm away from home
Homesickness blooms in my dreams 

lyrics were taken from